29 April 2010

Pull me out of this hole...

So, I've been working at my temp job for almost 3 months. I have to make a quota, so if I don't I'll be jobless again. I'm kind of freaking out since I only have 2 more weeks before I find out if I get to keep my temp job for at least 9 more months. I've been trying to kick butt, but I'm not sure if it'll be enough! I hope that it'll be okay so that I can continue to look for a job while working. Unemployment won't pay me enough and I need to pay bills and well...Live...I applied for a job the other day, but what I'm afraid of is that companies don't want to pay me what I need to get by. It's really hard to even find a job that I'm even "qualified" for. Although, they say were coming out of our recession...only the people who have a steady job are "okay". I hope that someone is watching over me whether it be God, Buddha, or some other kind of higher power.