Me in a nutshell...

Careful steps I take

In this maze of a life

Never knowing

If it all ends tonight

All I can be 

Is what I give 

And what you see

Irrevocable certainty

As I stand here

I wonder

Is this really real?

Is this who I am?

I feel so undone

It tears me up inside

Look me in the eyes 

And tell me...

This isn't the end

You've got a long way

I'll hold your hand

And guide you through

Tonight, We are young...

Alright, so I decided to watch my first Christmas movie today. Lol...it was a late nineties one with JTT, even had a N'SYNC Christmas song in the credits. I don't know if I watched it because it snowed today, but it was cheesy, cute, and ridiculous.

Although, I am not decorating for Christmas because no one is coming over anyway. I'm also not really buying presents. I don't really care about presents (although, they are nice), but I like being able to be with family and friends instead.

I had a close friend suggest something interesting to me last night. I can't write it here right now because this blog is not private and could be read by anyone. It would be something different, a little life altering and perhaps a little scary at first, but it could be something really good for me. It seems I need to get things in order and see if I can do this.

Other than that, I am trudging along as best I can.

Whether or not this decision will better my life is yet to be answered. 

Love Always,

Melissa

Poetry?

Shallow cuts,

Felt deep within my soul.

Emotions wind a river, 

Through my veins.

Careening deeper to a hidden source,

That even I know not the way.

~Melissa A. Voss

To the stars, we will return

Today is going to be a very busy day at work. Job security. :-)

Anyway, I have a final tonight and so I hope I do okay. I've never really been good at tests. 

I didn't do much yesterday after work. I chatted with a couple of my best friends on the phone and cooked dinner for the week.   

Then, I wrote a couple letters to some  friends and I forgot how much I love to write. Writing is my stress output and that's why I began blogging again. 

Everything I write here will not always be earth shattering, but it's me. Truly.

Love Always,

Melissa